26 Disember 2011

Selamat Tinggal Golden Sand n New Castle....

Sebenarnya ibu bercuti di Golden Sand dan New Castle.....
Tau tak dimana letaknya tempat tu??????
Tak pernah dengar ek?????
Golden Sand tu gelaran tempat kelahiran ibu "Pasir Mas" 
dan New Castle tu ibu negerinya
Kota Bahru...he.he.he....macam pergi oversea pulakkan........ 

Ibu menghabiskan masa bersama mama dan abah di kampung.
Hati masih sedih kerana sepanjang cuti ibu banyak habiskan masa
disisi mama.
Menyuapkan ubat pada mama, 
menghidangkan mama makanan.
Mendengar luahan hati mama.
Berkongsi cerita, berkongsi kegembiraan dan kesedihan.
Paling sedih bila mendengar luahan hati mama.
Ibu faham perasaan mama yang sudah tidak mampu berjalan
sejak keluar dari ICU 1 tahun yang lalu.
Pergerakan mama sudah terbatas.
Mama terpaksa menghabiskan sisa2 waktu di kamar tidurnya.
Mama hanya mampu mengesot untuk ke tandas.
Mama redha walaupun dalam hatinya terselit rasa sedih.
Dan abah yang banyak memainkan peranannya menjaga
mama sebaik mungkin.....

Hati mana yang tak sayu dan sedih.
Terkilan kerana tidak mama untuk terus berada disisi mama.
Rasa teramat bersalah kerana tidak mampu terus berada disisi mama.
Menjaga mama sebagaimana mama menjaga ibu
dengan limpahan kasih sayang....

Bertambah sedih bila melihat rakan seusia mama masih
sihat berjalan ke sana sini.
Ya Allah!!!! tersentuh hati ibu bila setiap kali melihat mama mengesot.
Airmata tak mampu ibu tahan...
Semoga mama diberi peluang ke dua untuk berjalan seperti orang lain...
Dan semoga Allah terus beri mama dan abah kekuatan dan ketabahan
melalui ujian ini......
Doakan mama ye......


 Di airport Sultan Ismail Petra Kota Bahru.
Rumah abah ke airport cuma 30min saja.
Abah hantar kami ke airport.....
Thanks abah kerana begitu sabar dan tabah menjaga mama sebaik mungkin....
Sayang abah....

 Muka budak yang dah bosan dibalai menunggu..
Kami tiba agak awal so check in pn awal...Jenuh juga la menunggu.....

 Muka2 yang kebosanan dalam flight.
1 jam dari KB ke LCCT macam 1 hari je.....

Setiap kali naik flight ,di sinilah tempat duduk yang ibu dapat.
Disisi sayap.
Dan ini kerja si Farouk yang dah mula bosan....
Snap sana, snap sini.
Buat penuh je memori kad kamera ibu........

tiba di LCCT pukul 12.35 tengahari....

menunggu untuk ke destinasi terakhir sebelum cuti berakhir....

Mood sedih: rindu mama dan abah masih menebal.........
Esok dah mula melangkah ke sekolah.....

238 ulasan:

  1. subhanallah kak... kasih sayang pada ibu n ayah mmg tak bertepi kan kak. lagi2 bila izan baca mama akak sedang diduga dgn ujian sebegini...

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  2. ....insyaallah,semuga mama ibu akan bertambah sihat....
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  4. to izan
    mmg sedih izan setiap kali brada disisi mama...xtau smpai bila keadaan mama brterusan camtu....Thanks atas doa izan.....

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  5. to mamaijat
    InsyaAllah...dan terima kasih diatas doa mamaijat....

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  6. to imanshah
    Dense kot...he.he.he.....

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  7. pegi newcastle memang kena naik flight

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  8. ecehhh..sedap plak name bile dh tukar jadik golden sand and new castle tuh..hehehe..apepon, semoga mama kak nza terus sihat n kuat hadapi segala dugaan yek..yg penting anak2 dan keluarga masih setia di sisi die kan..=)

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  9. salam,

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  10. semoga ibu tabah menghadapi ujian drnya..dan semoga cepat sembuh..

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  11. Ummi faham perasaan NzA, tinggal berjauhan dengan ibu ayah apa tah lagi kalau mereka kurang sihat, kalau ada deringan telefon tengah malam pun boleh buat hati berdebar2.Ummi doakan kesihatan ibu NzA akan bertambah baik, semoga NzA dan keluarga tabah hati.

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  12. sayu baca n3 kak nih.. semoga mama kak diberi kesihatan yg baik.. terharu dgn pengorbanan abah kak..

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  13. Insyallah..Moga mama akak diberikan kesihatan yg baik & dapat berjalan semula..

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  14. Semoga ibu kak Nza dilindungi Allah selalu, amin.

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  15. to cikli
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  16. to lilyazliyana
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  17. to areef
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  18. to JS
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    rindu kt JS......

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  19. to ummiross
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  20. sy pernah merasa apa yg akk rasa.aruah mak sy macam mak akk semasa hidupnya.sygnya sy tak spt berjasa n menjaga mak sbb saya jauh..

    semoga mama akk sentiasa tabah..

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  21. insyaallah semuanya dalam lindungan Allah.ameen

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  22. to kakyong
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